tiz post is mainly to help sort out my thinking so i trust u don read it . (: after wad happened ON 18 of july , i told myself nvr to trust boys ever again i hated boys so much tat i felt lyk killing them btu thinking abt the gd time wk gave me , i couldnt bear . after we broke up , many ppl said i still liked him but i denied cos i noe he'll hate me if i told his friends i still liked him so i din . only a few of his friends knew i loved him at tat time . many ppl said he still liked me and we broke up cos of studies so i din cared cos i knew they was lying . the only person who liked to tease me most is ron and his 'brothers' like to call me mrs tay but i din care . whenever i see ron and hy together it reminds me of the times we had and and how hy knows ever secret between me and wk . she even noe we... i shouldnt say till i get his approval which is lyk nvr cos im not asking haha . whenever wk hears someone says i liked him or he liked me , he'll always tell them i like brandon juz cos we are the best of buddies cos he's afraid to be embarrassed . everytime i walk past some of the boys i can juz hear them say 'mrs tay...' i gt irritated at first but i gt used to it . alot of my boy friends wanted to help us patched back but i knew it wouldnt work . in school it's like we're the worst of enemies but when he calls at home its like we're KINDA going out without ppl knowing... but not so in school . in school he makes me feel like i hatre every boy in the world at home he makes me feel like he's crazy . it's still happening till now ! wad the ? kaeys i think i've kinda sorted out my thinkings ba...