u said what i wrote in my blog was hurtful
but have u ever thought of my feeling ?
have u ever stopped to spare a thought for my feeling ?
u said what i wrote was hurtful
den i shall tell u this ,
WHAT U DID TO ME WAS A MILLION TIME WORST !

i could have avoided all this but i chose to let this happen
now im the one suffering again
it`s always like that
maybe im over-trusting ?
yeah , i think so too .
next time i`ll not be so trusting anymore
over-trusting ? or overly-kind ?
i should be mad at them
but strangely im only mad at crystal
do i still like him ?
im not sure either
i should be mad at both of them
but im only mad at crystal
i really need to think through
everything i`ve done
maybe i`ve been too kind and too trusting
i really need to think everything through
but im not angry at him at all .
im only mad at crystal
im sry but i really cannot forgive u