today was damn frustrated !
but vented by anger at canberra park .
first period was humanities
was laughing like hell in class with zhi hui , jasper & rac manzxczxc !
need to do project again..
sianz..
den maths..
sianz..
hand in maths 1 , 2 & wb..
after recess was eng
din go thru anything ,
juz made sure everything was in the file
den physics..
i failed by i mark !
wtf sia !
den ft..
kena scolded by ms maisurah
nxt week 100% have dentention le..
unless our class behaves..
which is TOTALLY impossible !
after sch got coucillor meeting
after meeting went to canberra park
sat on the swing & shouted like hell manzxczxc !
damn nice !
so shuang !
ran ard canberra park too .
i was sweating like hell when i got home
lucky my mother haven reach home yet sia..
im totally over tat guy alr !
his attitude sux !
some more his bestie have been telling him loads of negative things abt me
& he now hates me
i don hate him but i don like him ,
he`s juz one of my guy friend .
im over him but found a new target !
hahas !
only two person noes..
sshhh !
one of them is haziqah the other is teo zhi an
im not afraid abt haziqah saying cos i noe she wun
but if zhi an says ,
he`ll become my new dog
& i have proof he agreed .
hahas !
i feel like shouting again..
maybe nxt mon ?
if we don kena detention..


20 January 2009 , 22.29pm -
i was so surprised when u told me that .
i thought you were joking again .
you told me you would tell me why you said that
& made me do lots of things just so i could know
but in the end ,
you didn`t even told me .
it went on for a few days
but i wasn`t quite sure what were you doing .
i couldn`t predict what were you thinking .
but now ,
im like falling for you all over again
zhi an told me that i was stupid to like you
he told me i made a wrong choice choosing you
but i beg to differ
as love is unpredictable
& i`ll rather make the wrong choice then to stop now
as it is too late for me to stop .
im in love with you <33