haiix , feeling ultra moody now ! ~
thinking abt smth..
should really reconsider alr..
even an outsider can see..
i dunno should or not..
I DON WANNA MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE !
i don wan tiz to affect my studies too .
im sure it will in some way .
but i`ll try my best to seperate personal matter with studies .
homework , some done , some not .
very tired .
the ans u gave was very disapointing to me .
sry , but i guess i need to think tiz through again .
i don wanna make a choice tat i will regret .
iloveyou , but how u`ve been treating me is like..
i don matter to u at all .
say me sensitive , but even others can see .
i understand tat u need ur own time alone ,
but don give me tat fucking attitude can .
i really need to seriously think through .
sara`s right , with the attitude u`re giving me ,
i really have to reconsider alright ?
all tiz may not matter to u ,
but it matters a whole lot to me .
061009 ; 3.39pm
tiz numbers may not mean anything to u ,
but it means alot to me .
it looks simple , but i can tell u , ITS NOT .
if u think tat we`re not meant to be tgt ,
juz say so , so tat we don have to drag things alright ?
regardless , i still love u no matter wad ♥