Everything ended yesterday night between us .
You chose to tell me this now rather then before .
I thank you for letting me be with you for a longer period of time .
Im sorry i didn't know that you were so unhappy with me
For that period of time .
You should have just told me that the way im getting your attention ,
Was wrong .
Of course , i have no one to blame except myself .
I should have realised that i was wrong
And maybe then this would not have happened .
I keep complaining that you were not paying enough attention to me .
And tried to get your attention by any means necessary .
Fact is , the way im trying to get your attention is wrong .
Im very sorry for the way i've been treating you .
People around me keep asking me to break with you
But i hung on .
Because i thought we could talk anything through .
But i guess i still don't understand you well enough .
I should know that you are not the kind of person ,
That can talk about relationship problems .
We've been together for four months and twenty two days .
And i will remember every single day of it .
You left me , but i'll never forget you , i swear .
You said you didn't like me as much as you did before ,
But i love you whole heartedly .
And till this very moment , i still do .
As i cry myself to sleep yesterday night ,
I thought about our past ,
The times we had together .
Spending everyday after school together ,
Sneaking out during class camp in the middle of the night
And watching the stars up at the bridge .
Going to ssc with our friends
And simply chit chatting there .
All this , are the memories you left me .
You were my only pillar of strength .
Now , without you , i have no idea what will i become .
The piglet is the first and only present you gave me .
I will love it with all my heart .
Because that's the only thing you left me ,
Before we ended yesterday night .
It took me half a year to forget someone i loved for one month .
I have no idea how long will it take for me to forget you .
I can't simply let you go like this ,
But i know i must if i love you .
You left not only the memories ,
But also the pain .
I would do anything , anything , for us to be back together .
But i know it's impossible already .
Everything is too late ,
And everything ended yesterday night .
But i still love you to this very moment
And will continue loving you
Maybe until i can find someone else who can let me finally
Help me let go of you .
I LOVE YOU , QIWANG .