for the fourth time today ,
i cried .
u guys keep telling me not to do silly things
& juz forget him ,
cheer up ,
let him go .
but den its not as easy as u all make it sound
it will be almost impossible for me to stop crying
sry for ur wasted efforts guys .
& yeah , cal`s gonna help me bring pen knife tmr .
four months..
& he say let go den let go .
he nvr gave me a signal or anything .
maybe he did but i din catch it .
maybe im juz stupid .
i seriously will do anything , ANYTHING , to be back with him .
thinking back ,
i really am stupid to treat him tiz way .
why am i so fucking stupid ?
i seriously hate myself .
sry for ur wasted efforts kay guys ? very sry .
but nth can cheer me up now .
&&, to cal , rem my pen knife tmr .
or u noe the consequences .