Everything between us ended yesterday .
so yea , appreciate if you guys don't talk about it for the time being .
hmmm , thanks for everything i guess ,
i know it's a hard choice for you to make , well ,
it's hard for me to accept it for the time being too .
thanks for all the memories though .
those times when i followed you to EM & watched you dance ,
those times when i went out with you & you ' bullied '
second month when we walked all around vivo ,
just to look for a taxi stand .
that time when i won you in bowling all four rounds .
but till now i still think you gave in to me & let me won .
thanks for always understanding me , for always giving in to whatever i want .
i know myself , my temper & of course , my attitude .
but thanks for always making me happy everytime we went out together .
& for giving me almost everything i want , just to make me happy .
i know you don't want to make this choice ,
but because of your studies , you don't have a choice right .
i can understand , just give me time to adapt to not being with you .
i will cherish those times , take good care of the present you gave .
let's just hope that maybe next time our paths can cross again ,
& we'll be together once again .

well , that was long.. hmmm , i have nothing else to add i guess .
i'll get over it soon . thanks to darul ! :D
at cousin house now , staying over till wednesday .
can let me forget things anw ;D i'll be fine , soon .
okayokay , till here (:

take care , ivan , jiayou for your studies (: