okay , it's official , home is hell bored ._.
school's going to re open in another 2days
but sadly , i'm still in the holiday mood .

& yea , i was disappointed in what you said .
if my appearance was all you cared about ,
i don't even think you're worth it .
i may still have feelings for you .
but if that's all that you care about ,
i'd rather forget you .
& don't ever compare me with your friends .
people can dress up cos they have perfect skin .
you think i wished for this ? wished for not having perfect skin ?
i can't help it , it's in my genes . you think that time i didn't want to dress up ?
what else could i do ? i didn't know how-.-
i didn't had to when i went out before .
if that's the reason , i don't think you're worth it .
let's just hope that wasn't it . i don't wish it was anyway .
if your answer was no in the first place ,
don't give me false hope .
you may be angry & change your mind , but i won't regret what i said .
this is who i am . accept it . no one is perfect .