wow , friday the 13 certainly a bad day for me .
i shouldn't have gone there .
regret it so much . i regretted so many things .
but what's the use , everything's alrd been done .
manzxc , so many problems .
wish things would go back like in sec one , when things weren't so complicated .
haiix , problems one by one .
so frustrated . idk who to trust , idk who i can talk to .
primary school , things were so much simpler .
i can just talk to ppl & i know i can trust them .
secondary school , haiix . complicated .
i thought i had let things go alrd .
but i know now that things still matter to me .
problems piling up one by one . when can they be solved . never , i guess .
school have been rather okay for me . but others , not really .
i really really want things to be back to normal .
this ain't normal for me . i want things back ):
it's obvious , i hope ppl don't see it .

thanks yuxuan for acc-ing me chat (: appreciate it lots .
thanks babe , i know i can count on you ;)
media comm have been rather alright .
SDMA going start soon , helping calvin's group .
make up & some planning . argh , problems problems problems !
i'm really very tired . i need someone else to talk to .
i need someone whom i can confide everything to .